My Cousin lyrics - Kodak Black

 My cousin just text me and shit (Yeah Free BG, rest in peace [?])

He said, "I just got wet up sitting in my car this morning Cuzzo

I got hit one time but I'm good though, just letting you know before these niggas kill me

I love you to death and forever. Let me live on as a real sniper

My cousin just got hit up today, I want to slide though

Even though I'm on house arrest, I want to ride though

But I go to prison I know my mama'll cry though

He told me I'm just telling you I love you before I die though

I'm in the studio right now, I'm on album mode

I wanna get suited up and tooted up on sniper mode

Every time a nigga get focused, it be some fuck shit

It throw me off my pivot and make me get on my thug shit

Last year my cousin got hit up and got kidnapped

I wasn't even there but you know a nigga handle that

Hit him up again this year and I ain't feeling that

I'm throwed right now cause I don't know where my feelings at

I don't know if want to rap or want to pop a cap

But I know you niggas want to see me go right back

But this sniper gang shit in me I'm living like that

You niggas about to make me relapse, I'm feeling like that

My cousin just got hit up today, I wanna slide though

Even though I'm on house arrest, I wanna ride though

But I go to prison I know my mama'll cry though

He told me I'm just telling you I love you before I die though

Soldier like mentality

Going through these tragedies

Don't wanna see me happily

Rather see me raggedy

They don't wanna see me get a bag, they wanna bag a G

But I go on a clappin' spree and murk ya whole family

I guess a nigga kept it too real, that's why they mad at me

Sitting back thinking right now I'm smoking Grabba Leaf

Nigga went from wearing baggy jeans to dressing casually

From being on the newspaper, now I'm on magazines

I'm chopping it up with master P, told me keep God first

We doing venues now, selling out concerts

I'm trying to keep a tunnel vision, trying to see it his way

But I got blood in my eyes I'm tired of seeing this way

I can't even sleep skraight, even on the Tempurpedic

Why I'm stilling going through it why I'm still fighting demons

Niggas call you pussy when you focused and avoiding shit

We getting this money for no reason, a nigga trying to enjoy this shit

I got a lil boy and shit, and I don't wanna leave dude

Cause they'll trick him like they did me, that's what these skreets do

Niggas outchea playing gangsta and playing police too

I seen the paperwork and that's why they don't kick it like we do

That's the same reason you couldn't come home to seafood

Been moving funny but a nigga just couldn't read you

Beat was been over with, looting cause I love this beat

Looting for my cousin and my niggas who in custody

I'm feeling like its my fault, feel like its because of me

Was tryna soak the industry, I already thugged the streets

Did my thing a couple nights, I already earned my stripes

Deeper than rap, they fucking with me cause I'm about that life

You know I'm head first, big cause, that's why you called me man

But if I go to jail again, my mama she gone wash her hands

I'm innovating how to play it but its still a slim chance

Cause you will sink in the sand in the game without a plan

Aye I swear to God cause when you called me dog

And you told me that shit dog I said fuck everything

House arrest whatever, you know what I'm saying? I went to looking for my AR I couldn't find it you know what I'm saying you know I fuck with them AR's and shit

Dracos too heavy and shit

Dracos get too hot

That AR got the coolin' center, the heat sensor, know what I'm saying with the scope with the?

And shit